sometimes,i don't understand..why i must thing of someone that doesn't have anything to do with me all..except the fact that he helps me through my medication.. there's nothing special about it actully..but his care for me,,that's sometimes are a little too much makes me wondeh..duh..why am i always thinking of you..even if i thaink too much of this will not change the fact that our relationship will move on to tha next level..hehehe..
ohh no..i think i'm going insane day after day ..am i crazy??or im i losing my mind???sometimes i think to myself..why am i feeling this way? old people always say that if we remember to a person particularly..that person would remember us as well..is it true??i'm not sure about that..the only thing that i know is if a baby..separated with his parents,if he always think about them..the baby will cry until he sees his parents..
with this crazy feeling..at last..i talked to my lovely sister about it..she just gave me a question to think to myself.."wHy muSt GrAB a StAr HigH uP aT ThE sKy??if only reaching for it would be imposisble??just pick a flower ..it's reality and not a dream also difficult to understand it..
at las..i lough even though i was crying inside..we have to be in the same level in this life..i won't forget about that..he's like a star high up at the skile while i'm just a flower on the land..and stars would only look at the moon that are at the same lavel with him..
mayb..this is a priceless experience for me..the care that he showed ..the special treatment that he gave..like when he calls..or text me messages even thought he's busy..are only normal for him..i'm the only one that believes it..that he also feels what i feel.."tHiNKiNg oF yOu"..
p/s..but we're also not sure about his feelings..because he's only a normal human being ..love is blind..no matter what condition you're at..
