..FruST..

Aku btol2 rasa terkilan..bila doktor yg aku jumpa..kata aku makin naik "GEMUK"..aduh..tidak ka dia tau yg suma ini berlaku atas ubat yg dimakan?knp perlu ketawa2 anggap itu satu gurauan..if ikutkan rasa hati..mmg akan luah semua yg ada..tapi aku masih lagi boleh berfikir secara pro..and tak mahu bertindak bodoh..

masalah yang sama telah aku hadapi dgn victor..jom ikuti kisah dia..

im writing needing some advice in regards to my meds. Ive been on
Epilim since late Nov so not been on it very long. Seizure wise, it
seems to have started calming things down a lot and it look like
*fingers crossed* that it might be working.

when i was put on the medication, i was told of side effects, i
googled it and had a looong chat to my general practioner in regards to
it but none of the info or talks really prepared me for what i was to
deal with.

The thing is, im starting to get a lot of side effects and they
affect me but not absolutely hugely if you see what i mean, more of an
inconvenience and i dont know if i should confess to gp about this. im
half worried he will take me of meds and the seizures will get worse
again.

the side effects im having are sever tiredness.... i will be asleep
more hours in teh day than awake, my hair it coming out in handfuls of
strands, my scalp has started bleeding and will then scab but when i do
something like brushing my hair it stings a bit.

i constantly want to eat aswell. eat eat eat is all i can think
about, only when im at work im not being tempted as i would have to go
into town to get food which i frankly cant be bothered as im so tired
from meds.

i used to do jogging. i ran for charity in sept and now im this
fragile thing who can barely walk up the road without getting tired! i
cant stand it. on top of this i have a very very short temper. my
partner annoys me about a silly thing and i blow everything up like
vesuvius! i will physically lash out and try to punch and hit him. im
hating who im becoming.....


any advice would be useful

vicki
By victor... at Fri, 01/02/2009 - 5:21am
Topic: Medication Issues
Tags: epilim, side effects, symptoms, violence


p/s:nilai kesihatan hanya ditahu oleh orang yg sakit..huh..so?ada ka sapa yg dkt sana mo bagi some advise?hmm..

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yg ne pumpkin cheesecake..unik kan??



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ne plak mascarphone cheesecake..sedapppppppppp...


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nice pic..with Mr kahar Ammar..budak LUKISAN KEJURUTERAAN time sek dulu..biarpun dia sgt2 bz time nie..dia gap kejap utk dtg memeriahkan lagik majlis kami..hehehe..


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